forgive me
since I’ve startet to think, since I was able to act and react, I startet to build myself and my world.
all this time I was fighting for right, against wrong. I wanted to change the world. I wanted to make the world better, to turn it the way I (still) think it should be.
now I realized that the way I choosed to do it was not always the best one. in certain moments I was hard, very hard, too hard. I placed people in “boxes” and I turned them my back instead of trying to understand them. I went my own way without looking back. there were people that I left behind and that deserved at least a look in the eyes. but I didn’t even turn around.
doing this, I forgot my own target and started to do the opposite of what I really wanted to do. I hurt people I like, people who like me.
now it’s time to say I’m sorry to some of them.
to all my friends that stayed there (14 years ago) waiting for me to appear again, please forgive me.
to all the people next to me that I hurt with my hard line, please forgive me.
to all the people that tried to give me a hand and that I disappointed, please forgive me.
to all the people that need my help and I didn’t help, please forgive me.
to all the people I couldn’t give back what they gave to me, please forgive me.
maybe some day you let me fix some of this pieces I broke.
little Joe